Day 35...

Yesterday we received some distrubing news. We asked the doctor how much longer he thought Gabi would be here. I wish we'd of never asked. He did admit he is a pesimist, but it still wasn't very encouraging. He said he felt like we would definitely be here until fall. He said you could shop for Halloween, but plan on her spending it here. WOW!!! We were definitely not prepared for that answer, but the reality is we will bring her home, so if we just have to wait it out then that is what we will do.

You never plan on things happening in life the way they do that is what makes life worth living, full of adventure...good and bad. Even though it was very dfficult to hear and acceot what Dr. Klem said we know it is what is best for our angel. I would hate to take her home and have to return soon after, so the wait we feel will be very worth it!

Not much change today, she is still having withdraws. She ran a fever through the night, seems a little restless now. They did change her formula from a 20 calorie diet to a 24 calorie diet. Her heart rate is staying steady at 180, so they are going to do an ultrasound to see if they are missing something. So I pray God will help her though this and she may rest and allow her body to continue to heal.